Tuesday, November 24, 2020 :::

I cried about it

 it went pretty terribly.

we tried just laughing gas and I ended up having a panic attack and crying and they had to stop for a while. gave me some anti-anxiety drug and then went another round.

apparently those long roots combined with a dense jaw bone made things go not-so-smoothly.

I've got a prescription for an opiate and swallowing hurts so much it brings me to tears.

I'm currently trying to decide between having a smoothie for lunch/dinner and just waiting until tomorrow to eat anything.

::: posted by tinafish at 3:28 PM :::

Sunday, November 22, 2020 :::


I haven't been to a dentist since I left the valley. 
over the years I've considered going but have essentially been paralyzed by the amount of choices here.
on thurs I woke up with pretty extreme pain so I broke down and went to a dentist suggested by a coworker. 

I got put on antibiotics due to an infection, got lectured about needing to get my teeth cleaned, and got my teeth cleaned. they did say my teeth looked good for someone who hasn't seen a dentist in 15 years (and I also have long roots!), but they did not look good otherwise (5 cavities, yikes).

on monday my wisdom teeth are getting removed.
I'm pretty nervous. it'll only be my left side for now; will do my right side once my ins resets with the new year.

I also developed a stye yesterday.

super SUPER fun.

and just in time for the holiday, too. hah!

::: posted by tinafish at 12:02 PM :::

Thursday, October 15, 2020 :::

rain man

 he is rain man when it comes to all things RF,

wish I had something I was that passionate about.

::: posted by tinafish at 9:59 PM :::

Sunday, October 04, 2020 :::

lazy days

now that the playoffs are over I have a fair bit more time.

I had some work to do today but I can't get into my comp at the office atm.

so instead I made some tea, did a load of laundry, and have been half-assedly doing schoolwork.

it's been a nice day.

::: posted by tinafish at 1:10 PM :::

Saturday, September 12, 2020 :::

what a fucking waste

 yesterday was our anniversary.

he bought some booze and surprised me with stuff to make breakfast over the weekend.

and all I did was have a few drinks, apparently announce that I was trashed, then fell asleep on the couch.

at about 2030.

what a fucking waste.

::: posted by tinafish at 2:42 AM :::

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 :::

fence time!

when we bought this house we knew we'd hafta replace the fence soon.
several weeks ago a storm blew over part of our fence and we took the plunge.
last week our pos fence was replaced with a 7' beaut!
it's so nice we're talking about spending time outside, lol!

::: posted by tinafish at 8:11 PM :::

Saturday, August 08, 2020 :::

interesting times

I ate at a restaurant yesterday for the first time since coronavirus got heavy in the US. and, of course, it was because of work.

was kinda weird.

::: posted by tinafish at 3:09 PM :::

Wednesday, July 29, 2020 :::


got my imac back from the shop yesterday
I'm unstoppable!

::: posted by tinafish at 7:11 PM :::

Saturday, July 25, 2020 :::

wonder if I'm getting fired

I got promoted to project manager in march and things have been really hectic.
I got scolded on thursday for doing to much of the technical stuff (our support dept has been understaffed for months so I've been doing stuff like getting application install instructions from vendors, creating domain accounts, looking over shares.. nothing too intense imo but whatevs).
then yesterday they re-hired a receptionist after she quit and they sold her on being project manager.

with the pandemic I'd been saying they'd hafta fire me but now I'm seriously wondering...

::: posted by tinafish at 3:22 PM :::

Saturday, June 27, 2020 :::

perfect afternoon

I had to take my imac to get repaired (I am not replacing the hard drive myself when it involves removing the glass!) and we stopped by bahama bucks on the way home.
it is SO nice outside with the breeze and a raspa!
I sat on my tailgate and just soaked up the sun...
apparently 96ยบ with 16 mph winds is what I consider ideal.
I need a hammock.

::: posted by tinafish at 4:22 PM :::

Monday, June 08, 2020 :::

I'm just so drained

work has been non-stop since this promotion.
along with a resurgence of some duties I'd brushed off coming back to bite me.
we also started up blue apron again, so add that to my rolling pile of deadlines as well.
so fun.

::: posted by tinafish at 6:09 PM :::

Saturday, May 23, 2020 :::

jeezy creezy

man it has been a whirlwind at the office...
and the pinky and ring finger on my left hand have been numb since last weekend =/

::: posted by tinafish at 8:52 PM :::