Monday, June 17, 2024 :::

fml
 

so worried about lucy... she hasn't been eating much the last couple of days.
had a vet appt on saturday and her numbers looked good but pretty much since then she's been skimping on meals

::: posted by tinafish at 6:58 AM :::


Tuesday, June 04, 2024 :::

missing my kitty
 

I miss that fucking cat.
trying to work on my capstone but sitting at my desk just reminds me of him.

trying some catnip tea this morning...
he never really liked catnip anyway


::: posted by tinafish at 5:31 AM :::


Thursday, May 30, 2024 :::

“he always was an attention whore”
 

spoke with the vet today… they’re likely gonna write a paper on his autopsy results 

::: posted by tinafish at 9:34 AM :::


Friday, May 24, 2024 :::

at least he’s home
 

he was so much bigger than this fucking bag of ashes

::: posted by tinafish at 7:51 PM :::


Friday, May 17, 2024 :::

the house is just so quiet now
 

and we have moths.

::: posted by tinafish at 6:20 AM :::


Monday, May 13, 2024 :::

well fuck
 

oh my sweet kitty

::: posted by tinafish at 11:03 AM :::


Tuesday, May 07, 2024 :::

he's coming home!
 

it's not cancer!

::: posted by tinafish at 3:43 PM :::


Wednesday, May 01, 2024 :::

oh my sweet kitty
 

it was a dreadful weekend and it's just getting worse.

friday night when we got home from work fisk was having some labored breathing
we took him to the vet where he got an xray and we got some really bad news.

fisk stayed overnight for oxygen, steroids, and to get tapped

vet drained ~ 120cc of fluid from his chest and abdomen on saturday
gave us some antibiotics
warned us to keep an eye on his breathing
we brought him home late saturday afternoon.

by sunday evening his breathing was labored again
vet was in surgery all day on monday so we took fisk to the sister clinic that is closer to the house

new vet is the one that saw him about a year ago - she's the one who suggested leaving the sink on for him.

she also gets an xray and while examining him notices his heart is beating super fast.
might be heart failure instead of cancer. this is good - heart failure can be treated.
schedules an ecg for him on tuesday and drains about 145cc from him on monday
stays overnight again.

drains another 40cc before the ecg

yesterday we get to visit him for about an hour and a half
he's so much more like himself - talking and loving on us and wanting to roam about

we just got a phone call from the vet, results are back and now waiting for the vet to review and get back to us.
cancer is a death sentence. heart failure can be treated.

everyone at the vet keeps telling us how sweet he is and how wonderful he's been.
and of course he has. he's always been such a sweet kitty.

::: posted by tinafish at 11:56 AM :::


Tuesday, April 23, 2024 :::

so unmotivated
 

ugh... gonna put on the kettle.

::: posted by tinafish at 5:26 AM :::


Saturday, March 30, 2024 :::

went to the desert... it was cold
 

went to phoenix last weekend..
had an absolute blast..
but fml if it wasn't cold and rainy. wtf! def wanna go back when it's actually warm.

::: posted by tinafish at 4:25 PM :::


Saturday, March 23, 2024 :::

updates Updates UPDATES
 

this past friday I made a new low weight, 170 lbs baby!
celebrated with a huge lunch at our favorite mexican joint

AND

I passed my second to last class on wednesday!
all that’s left is my capstone!

1 class,
2 papers,
~ 100 pages…
then free time here I come!

::: posted by tinafish at 10:37 AM :::


Wednesday, March 20, 2024 :::

maybe I can schedule a breakdown for after the exam
 

have my last exam for my degree scheduled for around lunchtime today and my sister is texting about my dad this morning...
gotta keep it together for a few hours at least.

::: posted by tinafish at 5:17 AM :::