Tuesday, June 22, 2004 :::
so I've been filing my nails...
I've had this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach... like no matter what I do I'm screwed.
I mean, what I've been doing is obviously ~not~ working - and all I've been doing is being myself.
So then should I try to be someone I'm not? and even if that were to get me a job or whatever... I sure won't be able to keep it.
And I do need a job.
I'm watching outback jack. This is the first episode and one of these city slickers already got hauled off to a hospital.
OMG this chick is SINGING TO HIM!
gawd.
But how awesome would it be to get to be dropped in the middle of australia with someone who could teach me to survive.
::: posted by tinafish at 10:33 PM :::