Thursday, June 24, 2004 :::
*sigh*
I've been sitting here trying to decide what to blog and what not to blog.
There's so much going on in my life right now.
at least I have made some big decisions about what I'm gonna do with my life, and how I'm gonna go about doing it.
So that's a good thing.
Also, I'm gonna join AJ's adult youth group thingy. Well it's not aj's, but it's at his church.
And now that I've decided what I'm going to do... well... it's like the chip on my shoulder is gone.
I'm now able to not even be phased by the things that normally would've had me steaming.
It's quite liberating.
I'm not sure david knows how to take it.
no matter, though.
Ahh yes the job interview.
I choked.
They asked simple questions, like, "are you comfortable working with computers?" And I was like, "yes, I have a mac." Like that means I know how to work w/ computers! *grr* And instead of listing apps I can use, gawd... I was like... yeah, I can use... word... and that's all I said!
gawd.
And yeah... gawd. That job would be cake! CAKE! *grr* Only M-F, 8-5, awesome benefits, paid Holidays! Cake, I tell you! And when they asked me what I thought of the job, I said "it sounds interesting." I should've been like, "Sounds Groovy!" or something... but all I could think the whole interview was that the job would be cake. And I certainly didn't wanna say that out loud. But gawd I would ~love~ that job.
*sigh*
I don't think they're going to call me. I'm pretty sure they were probably looking for someone older than me. And like I said, I don't feel good about the interview at all.
On the other hand, I got a call for an interview on Friday. It's in a hospital environment, so Godwilling I won't goof on this interview too.
I spent about 45 mins earlier trying to find out what position I had applied for w/ this company... took aaaaaages but I finally figured it out.
It's part of umc again... which is odd. Dunno if I mentioned this but I got a letter in the mail from umc saying something about me not meeting their prescreening requirements... which is weird 'cause I already had that other interview there. And now I've got another interview there. Weird.
I talked with lus a lot about the whole peace corps thing. I really wanna do it, and it would seem he really wants to do it.
If I get a job and have any money left over from school I'm gonna take a flight out to San Diego for a weekend or something. And I'd also like to spend a week or so in Houston. Lord knows if I had the money I'd be there right now.
And I ~really~ wanna go through with the whole traveling the world bit I was raving about a while back.
I think it'd be really good for me to spend some time alone... to find myself. After all that's happened these last few months... I need to decide where I stand as a person, and what I really want out of "life".
::: posted by tinafish at 11:32 AM :::