Monday, October 04, 2004 :::
It was nice. I'm thinking about hopping back in.
Well, the tub was nice. The whole mixing splashing water w/ a 3 thousand page book... well... it's not my brightest idea.
I've been having that pain in my shoulder again.
Think I'm gonna pay topher to give me a massage.
Ooh! last night! I almost forgot!
we ~finally~ made chocolate martinis!
doke was kinda worried that I was drunk; he was kinda leading me down the flight of stairs.
I had a good time, though. They were really good.
I've been trying really hard to get a hold of my friend the anarchist hippy, whom we all know and love.
I haven't chilled w/ him in aaages... and I can't tell if he's still mad about that day he and I were supposed to drink together but I started drinking by myself and was too intoxicated to drive.
Speaking of which... I sitll haven't had a hangover yet.
~yet~
it's something I'm aiming for, yes. I'm also hoping that at some point I'll be able to go to a bar and just order a beer.
Crown & Coke's just aren't as tasty as they used to be. I'm thinking that may have something to do w/ me vomiting up crown and coke that night I had that valium.
Speaking of valium, I was supposed to get some more today... I just now remembered.
.oO(I wonder if it's too late to call Meter?)
One thing I don't understand... people don't seem as concerned when I say I wanna take a bottle of valium w/ a bottle of whiskey as they do when I say I wanna drive off a bridge.
hm.
food for thought, eh?
What else?
Doke's still being really nice to me. That's always a good thing.
Neither Veg nor the Ex have returned any of my calls. guess they still hate me.
big surprise.
oh wait... they're just "disappointed" in me.
*shrug*
I'd like to have another martini tonight.
wonder if I can find lus in the next hour.
::: posted by tinafish at 11:48 PM :::