Sunday, December 12, 2004 :::
it's a beautiful movie, ya'll.
Had a bit of excitement at the christmas party... not in a good way, either.
I was having a pretty good time 'till the very end... I saw David's crew.
I never thought I'd be so happy to see them...
For a few seconds I forgot all that's happened...
but then I remembered.
it killed my awesome buzz.
And it was downhill from there.
We left ~ 2345 or so... and... we were fussing 'till ~ 0300.
it's weird... sometimes I feel adrian understands me better than anyone has in years... and other times I feel like he couldn't even pronounce my name... tonight... it occurred to me... he really could be the best friend I've ever had... if I just let him.
My bar tab was $40. had smirnoffs and crown & cokes.
good stuff.
I didn't get too toasted... that's the thing about me drinking crown & cokes... when I'm still sober I can taste the crown, but when I'm buzzing it just tastes like coconut flavored coke... then when I'm about done it goes back to tasting like crown.
methinks I only had 4 of them... but the last one tasted like crown.. I was lovin' life when I said something to adrian I shouldn't have... ran off to the bthrm... then was looking for our waitress to close out when I saw Sam.
*sigh*
I'm glad I didn't get totally toasted... I'd prolly have gone up to them and made a fool of myself...
actually, if adrian hadn't been there, I probably would have anyway.
But Sam's the only one who said hi.
I know they weren't ~my~ friends, but some days it felt like they were.
tonight wasn't one of those days.
Dunno if ya'll know this, but when I've been out drinking... about 2 hours after my last drink I wake up.
like... completely awake.
This happened again tonight... when we left Fox I'd wanted to just go to bed... even took a couple of vicodin... but we stayed up talking... and then I was wide awake.
funny how that happens... and I'm not sure why.
I talked adrian into staying for the movie, which I think he enjoyed as much as I did.
It really is an amazing movie... watch it if you get the chance.
Now I think I'm gonna go to bed.
if you see me online tomorrow... remind me I have to be at work @ 1300.
heh - I've ~got~ to get my phone turned back on.
/giggles
::: posted by tinafish at 5:07 AM :::