Tuesday, January 25, 2005 :::
all I can do is hope for the best
it's true.
I mean... I'm getting more and more nervous...
which is dumb.
I'm gonna go.
and either things are gonna be great, fine, or shit. heh - they may not even be there.
there's no use in me fussing about it.
I can play out the scenario in my head over and over... but in the end I have no idea what's going to happen.
I have no idea how I'm gonna react.
In the past I've simply run off.
I'm not going to tonight.
it's time I faced my fear - I mean, seriously... how bad could it be?
and even if it is shit...
... there's nothing a bottle of special reserve won't fix.
And lucky for my - lus picked one up this morning.
::: posted by tinafish at 9:10 PM :::