Thursday, March 24, 2005 :::

Happy Birthday Mister Squish
 

today is squishy's birthday.
I miss him.
but I know he's happier with david - he's got a yard and a dad who loves him and can afford to spoil him.
me? I live in a 2 bedroom apt... and it's not exactly the nicest complex in town.

I thought about trying to get in touch w/ david, to work out some sort of visitation.
I don't think I'm ready.
I mean, I freaked out pretty badly when I saw him mom not too long ago.
I can't hardly imagine the mess I'd be if I had to talk to him again.

actually.. I can imagine.
and I don't need that right now.

::: posted by tinafish at 12:27 AM :::