Friday, June 03, 2005 :::
and it's fairly warm.
anyhow...
adrian came over tonight, to return my movies.
the anarchist hippie stopped by and invited us out to jake's for some pool. adrian didn't wanna go.
it really irks me how he so often (or maybe so easily?) tells me no.
like... I dunno... he can call bull shit on me when most others don't have a clue what I'm really thinking.
it's pretty annoying.
at least I can look at him now - so I guess I'm not crushing on him like I was back when we were dating.
he's something else... or maybe he's just a helluva lot more like me than either one of us wants to admit.
/me shrug
I feel bad 'cause things went to shit btwn us... but I had a lot going on, and I don't regret the choices I made. I just wish it didn't hurt him like it did... I also wish he was willing to admit it hurt.
/me sigh
we're awful similar.
I took a pic of him earlier, using his phone... while I was standing on my bed looking down at him.
I'll get it uploaded and added to the about page next chance I get.
I worked on it a bit again tonight... tried a few different versions of the image... what's up now looks readable in safari & from r00's screenshot I think it looks readable in firefox too.
I'll check it out for myself at work tomorrow... hopefully this one'll stick.
for now I think I'm just gonna make some tea and read for a bit... 'till the storm passes, at least.
then I'll probably log on to talk to rob for a while. or maybe I'll head to the hospital to visit my sis and lus.
can you believe she got a dog today? that's the last thing she needs... the poor thing's gonna end up with no manners and living outside.
/me sigh
I do miss squish.
::: posted by tinafish at 2:26 AM :::