Monday, June 20, 2005 :::
I worry sometimes that maybe I didn't survive the break up; that maybe all of this is just in my head, and I'm really in a padded room somewhere...
or that I actually succeeded in taking my life that night - that he didn't stop me because he wanted me out of his life - and that this is purgatory...
the maintenance guy came by today...
I'm not entirely sure he believes me about something living in my wall or the bugs coming in either.
doke's gonna call and get them to spray for bugs on thursday (since my phone is mia again)... so at least things won't get any worse...
::: posted by tinafish at 3:41 PM :::