Saturday, July 02, 2005 :::

oxymorons can be attractive
 

I've been cleaning up my hard drive, moving things to my external and deleting stuff I don't need... I decide to hit up my mail, and as I'm going through deleting stuff I happen upon an email from my work acct.
it's a conv I had with this guy I've been talking to... happened while I was at work, and I guess I wanted to chew on some of the stuff we talked about.

he seems really cool, like... the couple of times I've had more than a 15 minute conv with him, anyway. the rest of the time I talk to him for a few mins before he runs off to to the hospital... kinda flattering that he bothers to message me while getting ready for work.
/me shrug
anyhow... I decided to read it, since like I said - there was probably something I wanted to chew on.
and I was right.

it's a few mins of idle chatter then, out of nowhere, he asks me if I have a fear of failing because of [insert his reason here]...
so then we talk a bit about stuff that matters to me... and then he goes into this rant when I asked him to tell me about himself.
thing is... and this is the great part... he sounds like a jaded idealist.
think that's what I'll call him on here, assuming he and I keep talking.
::: posted by tinafish at 3:42 AM :::