Sunday, September 03, 2006 :::

the nameless face
 

everyone always says I'm so hard to get close to - that I let so much just roll off me and no one can tell if they really matter to me.
I have no idea how true that is, but I will say I usually am more of a "well rock on, then" type person than "omg no."

I've known rob for 6 years now, and we used to cam all the time.
never actually spoken to him.
and I've never seen him irl.
for years we've both said we should meet; that I should take a trip to england or he should come here.
he's claiming he's gonna try to come over in december.

I can't decide what I should worry more about - whether or not he'll actually come, or if he'll even like me if we do meet.
and what if I like him? or what if I don't?
he's one of my closest friends... and I've always wanted to meet him...
but ugh I'm afraid.
::: posted by tinafish at 2:52 PM :::