Sunday, August 16, 2009 :::

the pretty lights
 

whenever I close my eyes I see lights.
you know how when you have snow on your tv? instead of the white pixels I'm seeing red and black, and I've got a big sunspot right about the center that has..
you know that windows screensaver called pipes? I think it's called pipes.
in the sunspot I've got pipes that are bright dark blue and going a zillion times faster than the screensaver.

I taste eyedrops in my mouth.
at least it doesn't hurt anymore (did I mention I had a stabbing pain behind my right eye every time I tried to focus on anything?), but the drops that keep my pupils dilated (so it doesn't hurt anymore) also make my vision all blurry.
I've got my monitor at work set to 1152x864 just so I can make out words.
fun times.
don't get me wrong, though; I'll take blurry vision over stabbing pain any day.

::: posted by tinafish at 8:47 AM :::