Wednesday, March 13, 2013 :::

I was always told not to ask questions I didn't want to know the answer to

I came out as atheist to my brother over dinner tonight.
he asked point blank, and you know how I am about lying.

I was a blubbering idiot.
I failed to communicate effectively and got completely flustered.

I'm sure in a few years it'll be funny, but for now it makes me almost sick to my stomach.

I should practice the coming out speech, as I'm sure this is gonna come up again.

::: posted by tinafish at 10:46 PM :::

Monday, March 11, 2013 :::


I just started my week-long vacation and I am having some serious back pain.
no idea what caused it, but it's been pretty miserable doing anything that isn't sitting in a chair.
stairs are a fucking nightmare, and we're going to a hockey game tomorrow!

on the bright side, I just resubmitted my application to enmu and I verified my gpa at spc is now 2.53 (up from the 2.22 it was when I started back up again a couple of years ago - I have managed an A in every class I've taken the last couple of years) so I should be accepted without any problem.
the bf is gonna switch colleges in the fall (he hates ttu), probably to enmu, and he asked me to go with him.
I'm excited.
kinda nervous, but my time with him still feels like a really long sleepover party if that makes any sense.

I'm gonna run a quick scenario (did I mention I'm playing WoW again?) and then head to bed.
hopefully a long sleep will do my back some good.

::: posted by tinafish at 10:56 PM :::